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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Secret Revealed...

Ya'll want to hear what's been going on with me? Why I've been stressed and felt the need to OD on prozac? Why I have been so excited I could scream and so scared I could cry? Well..

After multiple miscarriages and failed cycles, we have decided we are going to adopt. Since the middle of March we have been working on it. We have finally finished ALL of our paperwork, all the inspections and had our FINAL homestudy last Thursday. So now we wait. We were told we should have our acceptance or denial (god forbid) letter within the next few weeks.

We will NEVER give up hope to have our biological child, but it's not happening for us right now. We have talked about this for a LONG time and finally decided to take the next step. It has been hard and very stressful. Our whole life has been documented..... past, present and future.

So, as soon as I get THE letter I will let everyone know.

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 1:06 PM

I Failed To Mention...

While at the lake this weekend, I was walking down the hill to the boat...and I slipped and fell on my ASS and slid all the way down the hill and under the boat in the lake. Um..yeah.

You can thank my husband for pointing out the fact I didn't tell ya'll.

He's dead to me. Ha!

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 1:03 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Photos From My Weekend...

This is where I spent the weekend
lake 001
Golf Carts + Boat + Lake + Grilled Hot Dogs and Hamburgers = THE perfect weekend!
You can click HERE to see my pictures from the lake
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend!
lake 002

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 9:23 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

Spring has sprung
Fall has fell
Summers here
Its hot as hell.

The end.

Its the best I can do...I do appologize.

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 10:47 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Question And Answer Time...Yayy!!

Here's some questions I received...

Laura- hmmmmm.....Ok.....if you were stranded on a deserted Island and could have ONE person with you (not your husband)....who would it be?????

Who said I would take my husband? LOL I would probably take my mom, she's my best friend.

Debby- Are we gonna be the first people that you email on Thursday? We are lighting candles and praying for ya girl! If positive feelings count for anything - you are golden!

Yep, you bet! Thanks so much for the prayers!

Spinny- what happened to Foto Friday?

Well, to be honest, it seemed nobody was paying attention anyway. LOL I would ask what everyone would want to see a picture of, but usually got no response...I can always start back!

feydargonet- My husband and I have been going through somethings recently, and are going back to our yester-years, so my question to you is: What sort of things were you into in high school? Got pictures? My husband always heres my friends and I talking about how I fit into every group, the other day we got some pics out and he said "omg you really did get around didn't you?" I never thought of him taking it like that lol P.S. I didn't "get around" I was just friends with them all hehehe lol

I actually do have some pictures I could share from high school, but they are buried at the moment! In high school I was the type of girl that got along with everyone but when I would go to parties and stuff, I was always with the "popular crowd" I was into alot of things in high school, although studying wasn't one of them. My dad always joked around by saying, I would go to school, have a few meeting, get my messages and do lunch then head back home (haha) I was into boys and parties. Period. My husband and I have talked about the way we were in high school, he says I would have never given him a second glance. And he's probably right. We are so opposite, but in our marriage that works. Thank goodness I didn't know him in high school!

Tasha- *Can I know your secret you are holding from us??? LOL

No way, no how! LOL By the way, I haven't been able to catch you online to IM you..but I am truly sorry for what you are going through. Although, I can't catch you online, know I am thinking about you!

Thanks for playing with me...have more questions? Send em on...

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 5:46 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006
And A Week Later...

....she decides to let everyone know she's still alive. Ha! Anyway, hey people! I have been busy busy busy for the last week and decided to find some time to blog a bit. So on with some randomness...

It's been 90 and higher this whole weekend, so how come the pool water is so damn cold? Ive gotten in it everyday but BRRRRRRRRR I need a sweater bathing suit or something.

I like red/white gingham, why doesn't anyone else?

My hormones? Are. Out. Of. Control. Yep, I can go from 0-to- bitch in .000567 seconds.

Wanna know something I hate? When someone is fine with everything I am doing to my face, but behind my back questions everything.

I need a vacation. A real vacation.

Sorry, this is all I have for ya...not much is it? I need to have better post..but this is all I have for now.

Wanna play a game? Alright...in the comment box put a question about something you would like to know...and I will answer it for you. (Be nice) Please please play with me, that way I can have a better post tomorrow!

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 3:24 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006
Mama! Mom! Mommy! Mother!

Normally this time of year I get depressed. I think about what I wish I could have and what I never get. I think about my dreams and my wishes. My goals being destroyed. My endless tears and hissy fits because I can't have what I want.

But somehow this year seems different. I haven't shed a tear. I haven't felt sorry for myself. I believe I have learned life isn't fair, and just because you want something so desperately that you can feel your heart crashing into pieces time and time again, life goes on.

Or maybe I have grown up a little. Or maybe I just feel secure now. Either way...

Happy Mothers Day to all the moms, soon-to-be moms and future moms...I hope you have a wonderful day!

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 10:24 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006
16 Days And Counting...

Wanna know a secret? Do ya?
Great! In 16 days, I will be telling my secret...stay tuned...

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 8:50 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006
Keyword This!

I was looking at my stats tonight and here are some of the keywords people googled and they ended up on my website....

Jessica Alba Oops (Oops what? Were you looking for "Oops my shirt fell off" pictures? Shame on you!)

Blood Pressure 201/100 (It's scary knowing someone was looking that up, hope they're okay!)

Sweetart Shots (I was #1 website on google with this keyword...does that make me an alcholic?)

Confessions Of A Southern Belle Fayetteville (I lived in Fayetteville (Ft. Bragg) and all I can say is...RUN! RUN! RUN!!!!!!!!!! Don't even look back!)

SouthernBelle Big As (Big as what? A House? A Truck? What? When I googled it, it gave me porn sites...shame on you!)

Not bad, at least they finally stopped looking up Mary Poppins and reading about my hubby thinking shes hot!

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 11:27 PM

My Eyes! My Eyes!

As most of you know I am diabetic. Well, going through some changes and stress in my life, I have been choosing to eat "not so healthy" foods....therefor, my glucose levels are all over the board.

Well, for the last 2 days...my eyes are real bad. Its kinda like everything is fuzzy..

I know I need to see an eye doctor, its been a few years since I've seen one..but I really don't have time to set an appointment right now...

I hope I don't damage my eyes in the meantime! (And yes, I am going to try and get my glucose levels under control)

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 11:20 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006
No, I Haven't Been Kidnapped....Yet!

After getting rid of...

68 hot dogs
48 homemade cupcakes
160 homemade cookies
80 soft drinks
and 3/4 of all of our crap...

We brought in $1002.50 from our yard sale! I'm thinking this was a good weekend!

link | posted by Mrs. TSB at 11:31 PM

I'm a SAHM to 3 girls. We became foster parents in May 2006 in hopes of adoption. We love our girls and could never picture ourselves without them. Although life is much busier, we couldn't be any happier. Here's our story...